It's Unfair!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum, heyya! Memang dah lama sangat kan CikNin tak update blog ni kan? Serius cakap, lepas je cuti midsem hari tu, kerja, assignments dan perkara-perkara yang sewaktu dengannya, terasa luar biasa banyaknya... Sekarang ni, setiap hujung minggu akan ada program. Minggu lepas, Teslians baru sahaja selesai dengan program 'Sharing Moment' dan juga 'Family Day' yang berlangsung dengan sangat berjayanya. Demi Allah, jujurlah CikNin cakap, satu pengalaman dan juga hari yang paling best dan sangat indah! Gonna share and talk more about this later, kay. ;)

So, for today's entry, I would like to say something. Yah! I'm so busy lately, till it is impossible for me to text people and what more to reply their texts. It's not my intention to do that! So, you don't have to text me and got angry and all, saying that I already ignored you and others just because of that reason... If so, why don't you text me first? Why it has to be always me? I just don't get it! If I'm not texting you, doesn't mean that I've already forget you and others or whatever you wanna say that! >:(

You know what, I don't even have the time and chance to make a phone call to my parents and family, and now you're expecting me to always keep in touch with you? Oh My Allah, wake up please! Please, do understand me only for once! Bukan hanya kamu saja yang CikNin tak bertanya khabar, tak balas mesej. Ramai lagi kot orang lain.. Tak payahlah nak sentap bagai. Hantar mesej marah-marah... CikNin yang tengah busy dengan segala kerja yang menimbun, dengan final exam yang dah tak lama lagi tu, tak ke rasa macam lagi stres? Rasa macam nak bunuh orang pun ada. Haishh , Nauzubillah! Bayangkanlah, dengan keluarga tak sempat nak tanya khabar, apatah lagi dengan orang lain?

Orang lain, elok je boleh tanya kenapa CikNin senyap, seolah-olah hilang ditelan bumi... Susah sangat ke nak buat benda yang sama? CikNin tak minta apa-apa pun, cuma sedikit pertimbangan dan juga pemahaman. Yes, buat masa sekarang CikNin tak boleh dan tak sempat nak balas mesej yang tak penting. InsyaAllah, bila semua dah kembali normal, CikNin akan balas mesej-mesej kalian itu... For now, I really need my time to handle and settle many things. And PLEASE, stop judging me. Thank you. :)

I think it's unfair for me, if you don't know what's happening.

I'm so sorry.